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Friday, November 19, 2004

You.

You always lead the way back to us.

When I've lost something, I'm always too busy looking for the larger picture, to realize how much it means that:

I can't find something that I need.

..

And you never mention what you're doing.

You're not given to grand pronouncements, so sometimes I have no idea that its even happened:

I just feel different. I feel like I've found something.

..

And if I'm lucky, I pay attention to that feeling.

And realize that you can't find what you didn't lose, and that truly finding something is only possible when:

there's true need.

..

And even thought I may not be smart enough, on my own, to understand this need that radiates from me, toward you:

I do need the way that you're always giving me:

You.

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